She breathes…

Breathe in, breathe out

One more step forward

Do my best,

Try my hardest,

Make the most

This is it.

This is my life.


I’ve been silently,

knowingly and yet unacknowledgingly

(is that a word?)

killing myself for years now,

by not caring, not examining, not pursuing

what I want,

which is


Yes, I know it’s a long shot

but I’ve really never considered dying before,

well, by anyone’s design other than my own.

But this time is different,

This time I want to live.

This time I’m in control.

Breathe in, breathe out.

This is my life.

Who’s the dictator now?



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